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im not a date-particular person. i am someone who usually losts track when it comes to dates. as long as i know the days of the week, i'm fine.

however, yesterday, proved how wrong i was for not caring about dates.

i went to lb yesterday to get my grades which were fair enough. first i went to the humanities department then to the social sciences dep. then headed for the math bldg. on the way, i was chanting some luck chants in the hope of getting at least a passing grade. lucky me, there were only a few people around so no one really minded my craziness. and so i reached the math bldg. panting, i headed for the stairs then to the teachers room, and then to my prof's cubicle only to find him not there. damn. even the classcards werent there nor was a posted grade sheet for math 17.

wasted efforts. damn. i shouldve slept more that day. my P204 bus fare, super sayang. Math was the reason i went there but i got nothing. so my anxiety whether i pass or fail math still is unrelieved.

Posted on the bulletin boards in math building were notes regarding a removal exam for math 17 on October 27,monday. So what the hell!! what if i incurred a grade of 4 e di namiss ko din ung removal exam! damn how was i supposed to know na may removal pala ng october 27 eh naglililo ako dito sa mandaluyong. ahhh!!! shit

last day's trip was really disappointing if i hadnt decided to go to isha's place, siguro umuwi ako ng super biguan with super unrelieved anxieties. at least kahit papano na ease naman ung worries ko. haii pero shity talaga na hindi ko aware sa dates eh.

october 30 ngayon, that noted. so tomorrow is bot's 18th. omg. plus 59 days it'll be mine. aw.

if i never see your face again, i dont mind.

so much for the sarcasm.

okay, as much as it hurts my ego to admit it, i miss you
wherever or whoever you are -for anonymity's sake let me not name you anymore and just so you know you're not the only one who i am missing. huh? im not making sense anymore. just dont get it into your head, if you think you are the one im refferring to.

watever

case in point, my ego is really hurting.

i miss you. but having admit that doesnt make all these feelings- watever these are- go away.

it seems so illogical that in this 21st century, communication could be that hard. o Please. a pm or a comment at least will not hurt.

im skeptical about your whereabouts, concerned about how you are. ugghhh!!!!

PlS!!! i really really want to see you.

Labels: personal

BASICS:
►Real name? Maria Laura B. Peralta
►Age? : 17
►Eye color? black, i suppose
►Zodiac sign?: Capricorn
►Male or female? : female
►Single? : yeah
►Crushing? : maybe
►Smart? : of course
►Hair color? : brown
►Sweats or Jeans? : jeans
►Phone or Camera? : phone with camera
►Health freak? : ??? i do want to gain some weight
►Righty or lefty? : righty
ARE YOU
►Perfect:
►Tall: not really
►In your pajamas: nopey
►Left handed: right
******************************
LAST
►Friend you saw: jtan
►Talked to on the phone:i guess it'll be R
►Person to text you: max
►Is today better than yesterday? yep.definitely
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FAVORITE:
►Number: 17,28,72,15,11,13
►Color: blue, green, pink, violet
►Food: choco rumble, sundae,pizza, instant noodles
►Place: home
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did
this morning when you got up?
► daydreamed
Q: Do you have anything bothering you
► of course, though i am not letting that to ruin my sembreak
Q: What's the last movie you watched
in theaters?
► cant remember the title, basta it was the film we watched during cha's bday
Q: Where is the last place you went
► ice cream parlor, boni
Q. Do you smile a lot?
► yah
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
► , madalas nung kita pa from my bed sa dorm ung night sky eh kaso inayos na namin ng rumate ko un eh
Q: Are you a friendly person?
► oo
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
► bahay
Q: Why did you sleep there?
► eh kasi andito ako sa mandaluyong, malamang
Q: When was the last time you cried?
► oct 4
Q: What do you hear right now?
► electric fan
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
► none
Q: What's your favorite month?
► december.
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EMOTIONS:
► Are missing someone right now?
* of course.
► Are you single?
* hehe. oo
► Are your parents still married?
* oo

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FIRSTS:
►First best friend? joyce (from dbs)
►First award? most well behaved
►First enemy? my neighbor fried
►First vacation? Binangonan,Rizal
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CURRENTLY:
►eating? no
►Drinking? no
►Listening to?none. people are sleeping already so i better not disturb them
►Plans for tomorrow? spend tiime with fam
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WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
GENDER:?
►Lips or eyes? : eyes
►Shorter or taller? : taller
►Romantic or spontaneous? : both
►Sensitive or loud? : sensitive and loud
►Hook-up or in a relationship? in a relationship
******************************
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Lost glasses/contacts?: i dont have any
►Ran away from home?: muntik na
►Broken someone's heart?: no
******************************
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? : yeah i think.
►Are you seriously happy with
where you are in life? : not really, i still am adjusting with the changes.

Labels: personal, random stuffs

was with nikka, ruby, grace and isha kanina. watched 21 but didnt finish it so we replaced it with INDAY... found a very special love in you haha . XD

i was waiting for a jeepney in boni when joyce found me. then her family treated me to bestfriends and to some ice cream parlor nearby.

swerte ko.?

may gusto akong makitang tao. dahil lang gusto ko siyang makita. wala ng ibang dahilan.

Rules:
Put your music player on shuffle.
For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

You have to write the song title down no matter how silly it sounds!

Q1: If someone says, "Is this okay?" you say?
A: hope for the hopeless. - a fine frenzy
haha!

Q2: What would best describe your personality?
A: closing time - semisonic. huh?

Q3: What do you like in a guy/girl?
A: cemetery gates - pantera. seriously? =|

Q4: How do you feel today?
A: in my place - coldplay
*i was lost. i was lost i was lost crossed lines i shouldnt have crossed i was lost oh yeah

Q5: What is your life's purpose?
A: umbrella
*so i lived to be a true friend? haha!

Q6: What is your motto?
A: summer love - JT
* i cant wait to fall in love with you! haha! :D

Q7: What do your friends think of you?
A: learning to fall - BLG
* may mga lablife sila! haha

Q8: What do you think of your parents?
A: leavin on a jet plan - JT and JC chazez
*both of them are ofw

Q9: What do you think about very often?
A: story of the girl
hehe

Q10: What do you think of your bestfriend?
A: the king of wishful thinking -NFG
???

Q11: What do you think of the person you like?
A: collide - howie day
* yipppee!!

Q12: What is your life story?
A: wordplay- jason mraz

Q13: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A: angel- amanda perez
*haha! akalain mo un?

where's no 14??

Q15: What do your parents think of you?
A: i dont wanna be- gavin de graw

Q16: What will you dance to at your wedding?
A: Unsaid -the fray
*ang sad naman

Q17: What will they play at your funeral?
A: this is how you remind me - nickelback
ok ah

Q18: What is your favorite hobby/interest?
A: paris - chicosci

Q19: What is your biggest fear?
A: echo - vertical horizon
*i dont want to be just another.

Q20: What is your biggest secret?
A: mottaka - cheese
*when the moon shines from the heavens above

Q21: What will be the title when you repost this?
A: WAsTe of Time - FM static
PWEDE!!!!

so as not to be a total bum i have these things i want to do this sembreak

ONE
Reconnect with Friends
Do watever activity which involves my friends
*movie marathon/mall hop/boy hunt/chat/ etc. etc

TWO
have my porcelain skin tone back
(wth? never was my skin a porcelain toned one!)
*at least get my normal/fair color back.
geeze, im getting even darker... all thanks to the scorching sun in elbi

THREE
play the gtar /kboards
im rotting my not so great and still so little musical skills(if it really exists)

FOUR
Gain weight
*this has been my goal ever since. though i never really got successful.
*some say though that i am gaining some. i dont think i am getting any fat or wat
well anyway thanks, at least my efforts are being complimented

FIVE
Read books.
*i just finished the twilight series and was really disappointed with the BD.
nothing in mind with what to read... any suggestions?

SIX
Fix my sites - -(blogger, multiply, friendster)

Labels: stuffs

this sem is soo over and so are the drama of it.

finally, i can start anew.

i've been meaning to blog about this since i ride a bus home last wednesday. i have it all written invisibly in my mind however, i never got the chance to type it as i was really tired and just so overwhelmed that i was home. home for good. so watever great sentiments ive got then has narrowed down a bit.

i'm home for a good deal of weeks. at least that's long enou gh of a break.

while i was on my ride, i rethinked about how wrong i was with the way i started this semester. academically speaking, ive been very complacent with the knowledge i already have so, i underestimated each subjects and overestimated myself. great. That attitude was the master reason for all the stressful days. have i been not stubborn enough not to listen, to participate or to be attentive, i wouldnt have to be that pressured with keeping up with my grades.

i thought also about the people ive shared my classes with. most of them are strangers still while some doesnt fit into the description of a friend although they are really nice to talk to. damn. it's hard to connect with people if you are only to see them twice or once in a week in the least.
my blockmates were fine people (most of them). but since we arent to attend any block meetings anymore, we'll no longer be bonding (as if we have really bonded). so i wonder if the 'friendship' ive developed with some of them are to last.

having said those, i have this promise to self that i will be not stubborn anymore and will religiously do my duties as a student. also, i want to connect with my classmates next sem... whoever they will be.

awww..

andami na namang gagawing requirements plus tests ng 3 subjects.

help me!!!

d.sa wakas, unti- unti, ang nagiging maayos na ang lagay ng mga bagay bagay. maayos - ibig sabihin, nakakaya ko na ihandle ang mga ito. pero siyempre hindi pa rin ganon kadali iyon. andami kasing kelangan gawin. at grabe nakakastress. isa pa anlaki ng problema ng pamilya ko ngayon. kahit hindi pinaparamdam ng mga magulang ko na ganoon yun kalaki, alam ko nahihirapan sila. kaya eto ako ngayon, hindi ko magawang magreklamo sa kanila ng kung ano anong bagay tulad ng pagkadelay ng allowance ko sa linggong ito at ng nakaraang linggo.

akalain mo yun, amidst the pressure nung nakaraang linggo, hindi ko man lang nagawang mag resort to something that would help lessen my burden tulad ng pagkain ng kung ano anong masasarap na pagkain. sa totoo lang anhirap talaga kasi pati yung regular meals ko naapektuhan, kundi siguro dahil sa kasama ko eh nagutom na ako dito ng todo todo. hindi ko naman magawa na mangutang sa kanya ng sobra sobra. unang una dahil alam ko wala na rin siyang pera at pangalawa, hindi ko lam kung kelan ko nun makukuha yung pera ko.

well, wala pa rin yung allowance ko ngayon. ang pera ko lang nitong linggo ay yung binigay sa akin ng lola ko na P1400. at 500 na lang sya ngayon dahil pinambayad ko ng utang ko yung malaking bahagi nun. kelangan kong magtira ng P130 para sa pamasahe ko at nang makauwi naman ako this weekend. so bale 370 na lang ang dapat kong magastos. 3 araw na lang na naman rin at magffriday na, so sana mapagkasya ko iyong natitira kong pera. kung tutuusin, kaya ko naman pagkasyahin eh yun nga lang kung walang iba pang gastos katulad nitong internet.

Mahirap kapag stressed at depressed ka at wala kang pera. Sobra. Kaya eto pinapangako ko ngayon sa sarili ko na pagiipunan ko na lahat lahat ng gagastusin ko, para naman hindi na ako magipit ng ganito.

ito ako nun, nakaraan pang bwan... katulad ng lagi kong status, stressed din ako
niyan pero hindi pa ganun ka broke, kaya ayan, nakaindiulge pa ako sa
isang pint ng ice cream. ansarap. kailang ulit kaya ako makakatikim niyan?

red heart= siya yung taong super mamimiss mo

blue heart=taong nakapagpasaya sayo ng sobra

green heart=taong di mo kclose nun na naging friend mo

hindi naman ako sweet na tao at sa totoo lang ang corny nga eh so wala talga akong ginawan... dun na lang mismo ako nakagawa sa klase. mapanghusga ang mga tao, so para safe ginawan ko yung mga blockmate ko.hehe. XD pero habang nagbibigayan na ng card... naisip ko gawan yung isang tao. hmmmm. bakit hindi? mabait naman siya saken? red and yellow yung heart yung gusto ko sana ibigay sa kanya. pero syempre tatanungin mo kung bat red, bat ko sia mamimiss kung hindi ko naman sia gnun kakilala? haha syempre ako to, so why would i care for the restrictions. bakit nga ba???

anyway, natapos ang kainan, ndi ko naman nabigay.