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Eng2 Prof-She-wontunderstand just reported in our class that she has checked some of our LRPs and that the highest grade that she has given was a 4. Goodness! after all the efforts exerted for the tons and tons of work she has assigned us, do we not deserve at least a passing grade?

ENSC10a.
Plates 18 and 19 have been distributed in class, as expected i think i was the one who scored lowest -- it isnt much of a surprise now though.
3rd examinations on friday about sectioning which reminds me that i needed to do some serious studying and practicing with that.
Groupings for our Working project. aweeeeeee

Labels: musings, personal

BUBUNGANG LATA

Set on a house where water drips from holes of their bubong, couple Maldo and wife argues. Wife questions Maldo on how critical he could be with his looks but fails to be that OC for a home provider. This argument then leads to Maldo and wife questioning their relationship which eventually made Maldo's pride-- that which men could live without- surface out. It has been evident by his refusal to accept money from her wife's parents and his refusal to ask for steel roof fromsome chinese recycling merchandise. Maldo happens to be an artist -rather used to be a highly valued artist but as it has been implied, he got unpopular and so the couple's problems with money. Wife becomes the provider of food by sleeping with guys of the slum. Maldo happens to learn of this infidelity but in the eventuality has succumbed to eating his anger and pride as he realized his unworthiness to judge his wife because of his failure to provide for her


Pride, makes men weak and love for the family makes women strong. I say, if not for Maldo's pride, he couldve sought ways to provide for his family other than hoping for the hopeless that someday some big producer will take notice of him. On the other hand the wife, as a woman, is strong. That i can say because she has this gut to sleep with other men to provide food for her family which is supposed to be the duty of a husband. This couldnt just be any manifestation of women's slattern but this infidelity has a virtue- although it is a virtue unsound for an established norm. (In india, as i've gathered from Q&A of Vikas Swarup, women of a certain indian family are forced to be prostitutes so they could provide for the family)



i could be a sexist sometimes.



Thoughts:

Men are providers. That was evident in the earlier times and even during the prehistoric times. As in the hunting era, they were the hunters and on the other hand women are the ones responsible for caring for the children. These gender roles hasnt been changed until women demanded for more rights to education and representation. As time changes, women now have this dual role as a mother and as someone who provides. Yet as woman's role as a mother remains, so is man's role as the main provider.



In a biological perspective, women consciously or unconsciously wants a partner who could provide. Good looks and personality may be points for attraction but in the eventuality, good looks and the likes would only be second to the providing capability when it comes to women's standards in looking for their mates in life.



Constructive Criticisms

Perhaps, the wife's character should be the central of this play because the conflict of her character is a more beautiful literary problem over Maldo's. or perhaps both should have been given equal focus.



I find the performances of the actress and actors really commendable. They have delivered their lines in a way which made their characters realistic and i was awed at how they have inserted humor despite the seriousness of their conflicts.

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5 mins break.


ang sweet naman ng mga bosconian. pero how come my brother isnt?



GAWI
Review
Presenting Nikka Omaga as YanYan- a lesbian call center agent with issues. Story revolves on personal issues of everyone in the barkada -with Gender and Sexuality, Filial attachment and maturity as themes.

Comment: Waw. simple ang mga elemento pero maganda ang pagkakapresenta. Wala akong ibang masasabi bukod sa ako'y talaga nga namang natuwa.Napakagagaling ng mga manananghal. Silay tunay na kahanga hanga dahil sa malamang na natural nilang abilidad sa pagpapatawaa.

Meron nga lang akong isang punto : Bitin. Bakit ganoon? hindi masyado binigyan ng elaborasyon ang pagdevelop ng damdamin ni *kapatid ni brenda at YanYan?

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Cheers to teatrong Busko!

Anyway,

Reunions of barkadas such as the one portrayed is really that fun. With or without the presence of alcohol, nakakatuwa kung yung isang friend bigla na lang magiging pilosopo. Yung tipong, di mo naman inaasahan dahil di mo aakalaing sa kanya manggagaling yung mga bagay na ganun. Tapos nakakatuwa rin kapag may kaibigan ka na nagshashare sayo ng problema niya dahil ang nangyayari ay napapagtanto mo na di lang ikaw yung may problema sa buhay.

Haha!

NIKKA OMAGA! Congratulations!

Okayyy,

Valentine's day, as in from some commercial or a tv segment which i couldnt really remember the name that ive watched, is the day the most loveeey doeey cards are sent. Accordingly, it even tops christmas season-- though a friend of mine says it is just second to the yuletide. Anyhow, since i cant even remember on what segment i've watched that that makes me an unreliable source. so what the heck. be critical yet dont judge me wrongly. uhmm, research maybe?

Point is HOW COME i havent got one?

HAHA!

i realized a thought after reading a friend's post and after having some reflections on those things ive said about someone and about love--alyn and mine's discussion over the valentine's


Love. How could i forget. It is the most ambiguous, the most loose and overly used term. Admittedly, even i have used and abused the word in a way that i really shouldnt have. like, i have posts about feelings of 'love' for this certain person and then another post for this other person. To mention, i have similar posts in my previous blogs. if i am to describe those posts from a point of view of a friend, ROSEANNE, those would nonetheless be CHEESY and MUSHY.
(and roseann do the honor of adding adjectives)

maybe IM just ASSUMING, as my friend, alyn has said it.

but really how would one know what is assuming and what is genuine feeling?

honestly, i have never really been in love. that was what i was trying to say to alyn, but for some reasons, she wont believe me. Perhaps it was because she is my friend and she has heard my 'heartaches and all' when we were in high school.

Seriously, i cant even believed that i have been in love. I mean, looking back, i do remember having the feeling but was that feeling really love? Maybe back in high school, i was just as engrossed as everyone else is with the cliche topic of love that i have been forced to think that i was in love.

LOVE, is not really felt by the heart but by our brain. It is not really our heart that feels.
Stupid. someone who uses the line 'i love you with all my heart' should go back to basic biology. The correct technical term would be 'i love you with all my hypothalamus'.

The heart pumps blood and just that, it doesnt have any receptors for feelings. And i am being a ridiculous again. i know -- ILY with all my heart is figuritave. So, peace!


Back to my argument.

Since there was no conrete proof of me being in love besides those unsent cheessy and never published letters and poems which couldnt really be valid proofs, and since no committed relationship or whatsoever had been formed or in other words what i have felt was just a one way and never really reciprocating...therefore, i am a clean slate when it comes to love. hehe.

illogical maybe. but why do you care?

As Gabriel Garcia Marquez puts it, Love when it passes cannot be
recollected as
love but as something else.

there.

oh WRONG! that just happens to falsify my argument.

LOVE when it passes, cannot be recollected as LOVE but as something
else.

that which cannot be recollected as such is still termed as love.

THEREFORE, I'M WRONG.

CRAP. DONT MIND ME!

Labels: personal

i am thinking about someone. someone who cares not if i think about him. he never even knows that i do think about him. he does know that i like him (i think)only that he doesnt care. over these months, i thought ive forgotten him but i saw him last week. and the same feeling which consumed me then came back. i love him. i do. i do. i do. He'll probably never realize it.

damn. disillusioned and emo laura speaks again.

Be rational will you?how can you say that you are in love with this guy? To say that you love this guy is an OVERSTATEMENT. Perhaps you are just mistaking love for infatuation.You dont know love. You have never loved and never have experienced being loved except for the fillial love of the sorts.

okay rational subconscious, i get it!
Happy valentines day to you!

Labels: musings, personal

she wont understand
she puts her mind on what she knows
she wont know anything

a thought about home came to me this day and so almost instantly, i found myself waiting for a bus bound home.

depression. so much for a week starter.

Went to rockacademy last night (DBTC's fair) with nikka and ruby. As i was a broke, i never really planned anything for this weekend till i got nikka's text asking me if i would come to the concert. I thought what she was referring to would be next week's event, so i disregarded her message because, it was nikka' texting, meaning it was an open ended question because that's the way she uses her phone, she texts lots of quote messages but will never reply seriously to your messages. but i the thought bugged me for a while.why would she text such if she had told us last week that their fair would be on the 2nd week of feb? so, i called ruby over the phone. Shoot. she wasnt there. So when would the concert really be, I wont have any idea. so, i contented myself surfing the net for hours till the phone rang. Hehe luckily, it was ruby. Asking me to go to the concert rather, ordering me to go. There. My question answered. The event was this weekend. But i dont have any bucks to spend for some ticket or any stuff now. So, i decided not to come. Until ruby offered to pay for my tickets. Okay. with NO ARGUMENT NECESSARY, i've said that i would go. there.

the event was hosted by some jc guy, a senior marketing student whose voice was really very nice. fit for a dj or so, i wonder what we'll he be doing in the market industry...? wooing customers perhaps. LOL. He was joined by fhm december issue cover, guitar heroine, karen who was, in my opinion, a narcissist. Rudeness, aside, okay, that was an overstatement. Self-conceited will do. Seriously, I cant remember anything else that she has ranted about besides those with the lines which start with 'I'.

I have a band blah blah blah... i practiced at blah blah blah at sta
mesa blah blah blah. I personally like the theme/title rockacademy, because
I am a rocker myself. blah blah blah.

Dumb. She has stated that she like the title, with exaggeration aside, for a couple of really irritating times. What the heck? Wasnt there anything else to rant about? Point taken, the title was ok. Who cares if youre in love with it? She shouldve done some good hosting, establish a connection with her co-host and not bore the audience. Which reminds me that she also sounded dull, and sleepy at some point. What a great thing for a host. And she's a what... a dj?

Plus hadnt it come to her thoughts that she was hosting an event for a catholic school. As the name implies, Don Bosco Technical School, is an institute of values. If i remember correctly at the start of the event, she was saying something about liquors. Like how liquors were needed for the audience to have some feel for the event. Stupid. Was that supposed to be her kickoff line? Okay okay, say i am being rude and that oblivion is bliss. Maybe she wasnt informed that liquors and/or the likes werent allowed in the DBTC premises but seriously, it was apparent that she is a bad host! her hosting skills are way way under . Like cant she think of some lines else for a kick off?

haha.

A band named Atmosphere played for an hour. A play band, (yah, i think that was how they are referred as i have heard from my parents and folks of later years) the kind which stages at bars in the metro, tipong... ah mahirap idescribe basta, they were totally out of place. Rockacademy was the theme, which implies rock-ish genre of sorts. Okay, given na Hiphop or Rnb yung genre nila, kinequestion ko parin kung anong ginagawa nila sa stage. I mean, performer nga ba silang tunay?eh mali mali yung lyrics, nila nakakairita, plus pumipiyok piyok pa sila. At arghh... ang tagal ng Parokya. Tormenting yung one hour na yun ah.

Buti na lang, After nila yung MYMP. nakakarelieve ng pagkairita. pero after one performance,nagkaroon ng technical problem so exit muna sila at another poor hosting by karen had to be endured.

After Mymp, a couple of more bands played. Some were good, some fair.

Then Psywar, Cog and datus tribe. The kind of bands whose music i am somehow familiar with because of my brother. So, they were nonetheless, entertaining ...for me.

Then kamikaze at PNE. Saya. I can say, the long wait was worth it kasi enjoyable kasi pag si Nikka, ayy, i mean si jay c. yung nasa stage.

ayun.

Labels: musings, reviews