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Part two: Credits

Maraming salamat sa lahat! :D Ansaya nitong araw na to kahit ang gulo ng buhok ko.

Peralta fam -- sa pagluluto, paghahanda at lahat lahat na! im grateful for being in this family. hehe XD.

ATE --- isa kang malaking bully! pero ayos lang sanay na ako sayo. Nung nagoorganize ka ba pinakita mo braso mo sa kanila kaya ka nila sinunod? haha! :D

Pinsan Bot --- the best ka talaga! Favorite na kitang pinsan!!! wooooot! apir!

Zean ARROYO(ayan dapat full name at all caps ang apelido)--- Anggaling mo mang-ungkat ng buhay! tapos waw lahat ng nabanggit ko andun. Thank you!!! Salamat din dahil pinagtsyatsyagaan mo ako kasama sa Elbi kahit ang akala mo ay puro XY chromosomes lang ang laman ng utak ko, ndi naman eh... minsan lang.

Badang --- BEST ACTOR!!! sino yung kausap mo sa fone nung andun tayo sa tapat ng supermarket naghihintay kila joyce? Haha, thank you ah isa ka pa na nangungkat sa buhay kong napakapayak. At syempre salamat din at pinagbigyan mo yung wish ko na sayaw mo ako, alam kong nakakasira ng image yun pero para sakin ginawa mo... nakakatouch. haha! :D

Nikka O at Ruby - mga di sumisipot o nagpparamdam sakin pero kay ate nagttxt? kinwestyon ko tuloy pagkakaibigan natin! jowk!!! ambabaw ko naman kung dun ko binabase friendship natin di ba. Si ruby may paeffect pang patawag tawag sa fone! haha!

Ruby salamat sa gift ...and i got the meaning. Naks

Nikka ang nice naman ng Vince life the next chapter.

Jhemmy--- oo naman! maalala kita pag may pera ako, maalala ko na gugustuhin mo na magtipid ako para sa kinabukasn ko? haha. Tnks sa Paolo C. at sa lahat lahat. Saka syempre nga, thanks dahil kahit na nagpakaemoterang bata ako eh at nagkatampuhan tayo nun nun, andyan ka parin . aweee! haha

Angelica -- napanood ko na yung message mo nung umaga. Thanks sa gift, ang galing mo... naisip mo yun? idol na kita!

Joyce- ilabbyooo. sexy undies? haha!!! tnks

Cha at Peh -- late pero early to leave? bakit ba? uhhhmm kung ano man yun, pasenxa. anway, buti nalang cha ndi ka pumunta ng kasal. Salamat ah! Peh, magpapapayat ulit ako para sa shorts mo promise! hehe XD

Cheng at Jean --- hehe! ang slow ko noh? salamat sa gifts,sa effort at sa lahat lahat! Jean, ang hirap nga buksan. salamat!!! cheng, okay slippers may panggala na nga ako kung saan saan. :D

ayyy jean! peace tau ah! ha ha???:D hehe XD

Alyn --- ikaw yung nagpalubag ng loob ko nung isang gabi. hehe XD. Ayun xenxa, naexcite ako tumaya ng lotto eh. try lang naman para pag tayong dalawa na tataya... alam ko na. labyooo! :D yung fireworks!!! namiss na natin?!!!!

Chito--- thanks for granting me the right to always bug you, sa payong at sa cd (which are indeed what i needed and wanted). Rico Blanco. OMG in love ako dun sa mga kanta niya ngayon. forget spongecola, their new cd is really very disappointing. Chito, keep in touch para nandun ka parin sa pang 5th debut ko.

Rowane --- Sa pagkakalkal ni zean sa buhay ko, nabanggit kita. Magkaservice/ magklasmate tayo nun sa Bosco right? Ikaw yung nakakilala/nakakita sa inosenteng version ko( na ewan ko ba kung nasan na ngayon). Yung presence mo is somewhat a reminder ng inocent days and very happy days ko sa DBS. hehe. Thank you.

Roseanne --- Yung mga rantings mo nakakamiss. hehe. XD salamat sa super pagko-customized ng gift mo lalong lalo na sa mga thought behind those. Pano ba yan, di ganun kabongga yung una mong inatenan na debut? promise, i'll keep in touch...dahil may address ako sayo, susulatan kita!

Chad and Manejer -- woi! ngayon ko lang kayo nakita!!! ayos. thanks dahil isa kayo sa mga taong Bell na gusto ko talgang makita. :D

Rickie at lean--- ngayon ko lang kayo nakita?

BOLZ --- Ansaya nio! wooohooo hehe. Hinarass ba kayo ng ate ko?? sensya ah. salamat sa lahat ng effort kahit na ndi ko namn ganun kclose yung iba sa inyo... super appreciated yung pagpunta niyo!

neth -- tnks! and yes i'll always stay fit sbi mo eh. :D

jven --- besp! akala ko nakalimutan mo na eh, ksi di ka nagpparamdam. o cge na nga thank you sa pagdadala mo sa "crush ko". aweeee. pakisabi nalang he made my day. aw! haha jowk lng ah.

nis miko--hehe XD! salamat.

at sa lahat ng nakaalala....

Omeng--where u?

Thank You!!!

ps. sino gusto maging unang ninang/ninong???

Part One

I was born on the 28th of December-Childermas -the day that commemorates the killing of innocent male infants under two years of age as ordered by the King Herod of Judea. Tradition is (or maybe it is just within the circle of my parents' friends), you can fool and joke around with people and be spared of their wrath. Like April Fools in american tradition. My parents, even though i cant fully remember, have relayed countless stories of how their group fooled countless persons.

My birthday was therefore a joke, that's what they usually say because only a few people come to celebrate with me during my past birthdays. Seriously? i never really believed in the idea of it because the tradition was not practiced these days. Well i blame it much to my untimely coming out of this world. Had i come later, i still would be 17 till next year and my birthday wouldnt be in line with the holiday season when all are busy spending quality time with their family. Actually, I have this envy with those who were born on the eve or on new year's day -the instant celebrity babies, considered to bring luck and good fortune to the family. wow. who wouldnt envy that?

anyway, having said that only a few people come celebrate my birthday with me, i wasnt really that motivated to have a party for my debut. And because of the unfortunate event that occured to our family, i cant really have an official party. But i changed my mind eventually because i thought that my friends will consider since it is my 18th. but they didnt... or so i thought.

27 Dec 08
spent the day mostly with Badang and with Angelica and Joyce who were unsurprisingly late. Treated them at Pizza Hut so that i could somehow take revenge of the 'pangiiwan sa ere' of Zean, Cha and Peh; then watched One Night Only (which is napakamababaw talaga pero ayos rin na laughtrip, pampatanggal ng depression).

so paguwi ko, andaming nakaabang. parang anlaki ng kasalanan ko. actually dapat di pa nga ako uuwi. Manonood pa kami ni Alyn ng fireworks sa mega, kaso halfheartedly nageexpect din ako eh kasi syempre di naman papayag si ama na wala lang mangyari. Ayun ang galing meron nga.
haha.

I shouldnt have trusted my instincts talaga oh. e di dapat bago ako umuwi nakadaan pa ako ng salon. haha. eh ndi, e di magulo buhok ko...haii as always. ayyy at really really stressed at haggard pa ang itsura ko. yikes! kaya ayun, yung mga ipopost ko sa multiply/friendster/blog etc na mga pictures ay screened na. haha!

*loved

*smile honey, your on tv

i arrived in ust late, missed the fireworks and so i contented myself with the bands performing. Good thing bamboo performed else i would've regret leaving my roomates so early. tbc

Lines form on my face and hands
Lines form from the ups and down
I'm in the middle without any plans
I'm a boy and I'm a man
I'm eighteen and I don't know what I want
Eighteen, I just don't know what I want
Eighteen, I gotta get away
I've gotta get out of this place
I'll go running into outer space
Oh yeah
I've got a baby's brain and an old man's heart
Took eighteen years to get this far
Don't always know what I'm talking about
Feels like I'm in the middle of doubt
Cause I'm
Eighteen, I get confused everyday
Eighteen, I just don't know what to say
Eighteen, I gotta get way
Oh, lines form on my face and hands
Lines form on the left and right
I'm in the middle, the middle of life
I'm a boy and I'm a man
I'm eighteen and I like it
Yes I like it
Well, I like it, love it, like it, love it
Eighteen, eighteen eighteen
I'm eighteen and I Like it

-I'M Eighteen, creed

so, it's just 18 more days till i grow another year older. odd, cause this time it means not only that i'll be older by a year but also that i am to be on my own now. Meaning, whatever legal consequences my future actions may bring would be MY sole responsibility. What if i jay walked for over-looking the street sign which says, 'no jay walking'? Then, i wouldnt be excused of the fine. damn. i havent even experienced singing the national anthem which was supposed to be the punishment for jay walking minors. What if, in the future, i obliviously disobeyed the law? What if someone accused me of a crime? what if i become a thief? a murderer? a holdaper? what if i become an alcohol abuser ?what if i begin smoking and became addicted to it? worse, what if i get addicted to drugs? what if i get pregnant? omg. these negative thinking could go on with a long list. but really, what if??? What if??? WHAT IF???!!!

i wouldnt be excused then from the law. i'll be in jail with the dreaded people.

okay, thinking it through, im never really disturbed by the fact that i can be in jail because i do those sorts of actions. what i really am afraid of is that there exists the possibility of an arrogant future me who'll always include the lines of these sorts: matanda na ako...,blah blah blah..., buhay ko to..., blah blah blah... etc in her reasonings. therefore, i am afraid of myself.

okayyy. maybe im overreacting. people grow old and so this is just a natural phase. turning 18 is a natural phase. But even so, i'm oblivious and so confused with what my life maybe in the future. how will i be able to decide rightly on things of importance? i dont know!

But with the negativity aside, there are several advantages of being 18. One of which is the first thing that i will do when that day comes, TUMAYA sa LOTTO! whooohooo! Seriously, i've been thinking about this since the 2nd quarter of this year and i am really going to do this, come what may. Who knows?

Also, i'll be able to exercise my right to vote come the elections. Compared to my stakes in LOTTO, this is no laughing matter. Ideal maybe, and just really fed up with the corrupt system of our country. I'll vote and i'll make a change.

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i have told my parents and my friends that i wont be coming home for this weekend. even my new roomates knew that i would be staying in our dorm for the rest of the week. My first decision to stay was due to the fact that i I have to attend some consultation for the dreaded LRP on monday morning which will make my weekend- if i am to go home -all the more tiring given that i have to go back again come sunday. i have finalized my decision thursday night, planned for the things i will do during the weekend (which include cleaning the room, practicing my drawing skills and a gathering of at least a little bit of information about the my proposed subject for my LRP) and have decided to not pack my things. but apparently it remained to be merely a plan.

so much for planning. The instant that i have heard my ensc10a prof's announcement that we wont have classes for today, i rushed myself to the dorm, packed my things, gathered all my used clothes to be dropped at a nearby laundry shop on my way, took a jeepney bounded to the bus stop and finally, after minutes of waiting, alighted a bus.

i have all the bus ride to myself. And so i ponder on the week that was.

this week, was like all the other. Ordinary.

like all the other weeks, i'll have to see him everytime i walk through the path from math bldg to physci for my next class in the Hum Bldg. like all the other instances, he wont see me. He wont probably because things of importance preoccupies his mind. He wont notice me cause he doesn't really care. In the first place, why should he care? Im a nobody for him.

Ansakit ng ulo ko. Pano ba naman napapadalas na ang paguulan ulan dito sa LB. Ang problema pa eh wala akong payong. Tapos, parehong senario lang naman ang nangyayari gabi gabi --kakain kami ng mga kadorm ko sa labas tas maabutan kami ng ambon. Malamang sa malamang wala ni isa sa mga kasama ko ang magdadala ng payong. Syempre di rin nila ako maasahan na magdala ng payong dahil wala rin naman akong payong. Yun nga eh. wala akong payong at umaasa lang ako sa mga nakakasabay ko papunta sa mga klase ko at buti naman nga may nakakasabay ako o kaya naman may mga mabubuting nilalalang na nagpapahiram sakin ng payong. hehe

eh ayoko na bumili eh. pano ba naman, kakabili ko lang last last week tas Kakawala ko lang rin ng payong na binigay sa akin. so, sayang naman kung bibili lang ako at masisira ulit o kaya mawawala lang. di bale, ilang linggo nalang naman at bakasyon na. hindi ko na rin kakailanganin yun for the mean time. so, maghihintay na lang ako sa kung sino man na makaisip na magregalo sakin ng payong. at kung payong nga ang ireregalo nio sa akin, pwede bang ung matibay tibay? (o di ba demanding?) haha

anyway, kanina lang, pagtapos namin kumain ke aling glo eh nastuck kami sa grove dahil nga wala kaming payong. ayun, hintay kami dun sa kanto ng FO at nagwiwish na sana may anghel na mapapadpad. SPOTTED! May lalaking may malaking payong! woooh GRABE nakakamangha yung payong niya anlaki talga sobra. Ayun, dumaan lang siya di man lang ba niya shinishare ang payong na malaki? HAHA!!! Anyway, hindi lang naman siya ang may payong na ganun kalaki. SPOTTED! meron uling guy na may uber laking payong. this time, nakisilong na kami. haha! buti nalang kapal muks ng isa kong dormate at inapproach niya ung guy, eh nawindang ung guy oo nalang sia eh. haha! di pala kami pareho ng way, nakakahiya hinatid pa niya kami.