Friday, October 17, 2008Y
it's all so over!
this sem is soo over and so are the drama of it.
finally, i can start anew.
i've been meaning to blog about this since i ride a bus home last wednesday. i have it all written invisibly in my mind however, i never got the chance to type it as i was really tired and just so overwhelmed that i was home. home for good. so watever great sentiments ive got then has narrowed down a bit.
i'm home for a good deal of weeks. at least that's long enou gh of a break.
while i was on my ride, i rethinked about how wrong i was with the way i started this semester. academically speaking, ive been very complacent with the knowledge i already have so, i underestimated each subjects and overestimated myself. great. That attitude was the master reason for all the stressful days. have i been not stubborn enough not to listen, to participate or to be attentive, i wouldnt have to be that pressured with keeping up with my grades.
i thought also about the people ive shared my classes with. most of them are strangers still while some doesnt fit into the description of a friend although they are really nice to talk to. damn. it's hard to connect with people if you are only to see them twice or once in a week in the least.
my blockmates were fine people (most of them). but since we arent to attend any block meetings anymore, we'll no longer be bonding (as if we have really bonded). so i wonder if the 'friendship' ive developed with some of them are to last.
having said those, i have this promise to self that i will be not stubborn anymore and will religiously do my duties as a student. also, i want to connect with my classmates next sem... whoever they will be.
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