Random Musings
Maybe not having time to think is not having the wish to think.
--Steinback, The Winter of Our Discontent.
So, i havent blog for quite a time now. and it seems funny that i am using this line AGAIN for an intro.
whatever.
i'm back.
Last tuesday, i went with my sister to help her shop for school thingies in NB. She had a 'crew' with her and so to save myself from the feeling of being out of place and probably boredom i went over the section of books which were on sale -- not that i've a budget to buy a book these recession days but how could one such as I be not enticed by such cheap prices for such great knowledge books can pass on its readers? oh well anyway, i found this copy of One tree Hill book and come across this passage :
"
Most people live 90 % in the past; 7% in the present... that leaves just
3% for the future
-j.steinback, winter of our discontent.
"
-oth, m.s.
Of course, that quote strucked me. Well, I cant deny that i certainly am a person of the past.
Last year, i may have been sober because ive been constantly nostalgic of my oh-so-carefree high school-days which lead to a lot of regression which then lead to a lot of fallbacks. luckily immaoutta that phase. This time , there has been a change in perspective...
Bravo me! alas! i am growing up.Well, for some reasons, let's just say that instead of being sulky because of the changes that have happened, why not be thankful for the mmrs my-ohhhh!-so-carefree-high school-days. not that i havent been thankful then.
Point is:I am embracing changes.
CHANGES
1. I am now a sophomore student. though as ive mentioned earlier there have been some fallbacks... my academic life has suffered a bit.
New sched. new classmates, hopefully this time i wont be that much of a snob i that i was last school year.
hehe
2. I have moved in a new dorm which means new roomies(zean is my roomate now + someone anonymous),new neighbors,new landlord and of course a new path to struggle in going home and away the campus.
THERE.
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