Tuesday, December 29, 2009Y
before i let you go i want to say...
i love you
i hope that you're listening 'cause it's true
You'll be forever my heart and i know no one else will do
This was the song that has been playing on repeat in my head since i came home from the house of my deceased ninang. She died tonight after a hard battle against breast cancer. It's sad i never got to see her this Christmas. It's sad because she's a generous person and a thoughtful ninang. At one point, I regret having an unpersonal bond with her despite all the generosity and thoughtfulness and concern she always had for me.But I'll be missing her for sure.
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Some random thoughts on Death
If I could direct how I my life would end, I would'nt want it to end so dreadfully slow. Perhaps, I would like to die in an instant of a heroic act. I wouldnt want to die in an accident. That would be dreadful plus I dont want my corpse looking anything but lovely. So no tragic accident for me.
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Please pray for the soul of my Ninang Glo, may she rest in peace.
9:46 AM